Oct 25, 2009

The Pain Of Parting!

A lump in the throat, a pinch in the heart, unspoken words, moist eyes, crying thoughts…

Separation from a loved one is very agonizing… The moments spent, the happiness shared, the songs sung, the laughs laughed, the fights fought, the love expressed; will be the only things that would be left with me…

The final “bye”… I wanna be with him, yet I don’t wanna be with him when he would head off. Witnessing the departure by my own eyes is something for which I don’t have any strength.

I thought a thousand times as to whether I should ask him to stop; to not leave me & go. But the reasons for going are unavoidable. I know he has to go. The feeling is that of desertion. My heart yearns; for a one last moment, a one last hug, a one last glance into his eyes, a one last peck with love… I wish the world could stop! I wish I had the power to hold time and live in his arms forever!

But, then, it’s not possible… All good things have to end. These moments would also end. What happened was very good, very loving!

Still I know & hope, that the way bad supersedes good, one day good would also supersede bad. He will come back for me. He will be there for me… close to me… again in the same old way... with the same old enchanting love…

11 comments:

Vipin said...

yeah good will supercede bad...but that will entirely depend on individualistic behavior...coz we all are in materialistic world..

Anoop said...

gettin separated from the one we love is sooo terrible... even i hav come across some moments like it.. :((

vamsi said...

The intensity of pain experienced is really excruciating..But then I always believe in one thing..Everything fades away with time..Anyways it was a very good one..keep blogging..:)

Nethra said...

By the way, why did he leave you?
Someone walked out of my life, too. But, I know he will never come back. I cried many nights, not sleeping. However, I have moved on.
I guess you should do the same.

Pooja Menon said...

@ Vipin.. There is a thing called hope! The last few lines delve on that aspect!

@ Anoop.. :-)

@ vamsi.. Thanks a lot!

@ Nethra.. This post is one of my friends' personal experiences. She sat with me for a one whole day and told me how she'd felt when her guy left the city to make his career.. He will be back in a few months time.. :-)

Advaita said...

bumped into your blog on orkut... so far yours is the best blog i have ever come accross.. you have poured your emotions in the true sense of it, and your every word shouts out with tons of emotions.. i loved reading your post on parting and your poem on the white friend (ciggerette) and i am still reading on more from your blog. :-)

and yeah.. i am reminded of a verse from the Bhagawad Geeta...
"happiness and distress are like appearance and disappearance of summer and winter seasons. they arise from sense perception and a person who lives with an equilibrium of mind in both the times has established himself in the realms of liberation"

i am writing the link to my blog too.. would love if u visit it frequently.

blogaholism-advaita.blogspot.com

Advaita said...

here i have become your follower. would be easy this way to keep a track of your postings :-) keep blogging..

Tathagata Ghosh said...

i do believe...good things repeat itself,alternating with the bad lots...

Pooja Menon said...

@ Advaita.. Thank you so much.. Sure will keep visiting your blog too.. :-)

@ Tathagata.. True..!

Sourav C. Pandey said...

All those who go, come back around! :)

Praveen said...

Nice.. :) but deep down inside you know that few things will never come back.

It's just that someone has said before, it's a force that binds you to the lie that things will be better.

“In all things it is better to hope than to despair”